Bring me: Lotsa cheese
Get away from me: Old spitting people
Ze blogger: Petrie / Renny / Rens / Renorm
/ RennyKeens / Renny GoCrazee / Nunu / Norm
Reyrey / RensFalacy
I've learned to make friends with fire,
to keep from getting burned.
I only had one heart to give,
and you only had one heart to take,
and as I put my ear to your mouth
to hear your one last dying breath of words,
I whispered back be still my dear,
for this will only hurt a second,
but not even hell would forgive me for
what I'm about to do to you.
Love will kill us all
I'm the Godmother of outcasts,madonna of the unloved.
Loving and Emotional.Shrewd and cautious.
Intuitive as well as imaginative.
Indecisive,over-emotional and sensitive.
Clingy and sadly possessive.
I like smelling the scent of new clothesI scoop up cheese with my finger.I dislike old people spitting on the streets.I hate how hougang's infested with old people.I usually give in to insomnia.thats the reason for these eyebags.
I was looking back on most of my past posts and i find myself to be such an a-hole.I realise now that its stupid to post about other people.Cause people change and when they do,i'm the one who looks dumb cause i'd be taking back my words.
On the flipside,i cant tell you how sad it is to read back the message you gave me.How can you even say i dont care when all i ever did was tell you how much you mean to me. Could you just stop and think for a second that maybe,it is your fault that things became like this.I never said this wasnt any of my fault cause it is.But i cant stand it if youre blaming everything on me.Think back on what you did like how i thought back on mine.How it started was stupid,i admit. And i take back anything cause i miss you already.
Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you . Ignoring you .
Hey,sorry i havent been updating.Its either cause of me being lazy or its cause im busy.But anyway,I'll be leaving for KL tomorrow. Gonna be there for like 5 days.Im so gonaa miss internet.And ofcourse ayu.I cant tell you how many times i reminded my mum to feed ayu at a regular basis.But im sure its gonna be fine.
So yeah,i'll update again after the trip.I promise.
Au revoir.
Selamat hari raya
Sunday, September 20, 2009 at 1:42 AM
I was up all night yesterday,yet again.Couldnt sleep so ended up watching episodes after episodes of The L word.Its kinda awesome, the show.Well anyways,up till 2pm.Didnt fast so i ate nasi lemak. Did some cleaning up and found treasures.Uhuh.Hairballs and many more under sofas and beds.When it was like 8,got a call from nanaYau.Go Gaylang.Farah driving so yeah i agreed. now just reach home.And im sleepy as hell.So probably gonna hit the sack and Selamat hari Raya to all !
* Blogger is being a bitch again.Cant upload pictures.Its just not right not having pictures on my blog. sobs.Im definitely moving. *
But to hell with that.Hi im blogging again.And my blog is not private. I cant really make it private now.Not yet atleast.So yeah,Its been a great break from school so far.I had loads of fun with 5/8 Fuerte on wednesday.Went out with them to Beach road cause hid's been craving some bone marrows.Afterwards,we headed to haji lane to meet up with Abd and Qhai for sheesha.I enjoyed taking pictures and all. Like photoshoot sey.After everything,we walked to Dhoby Ghaut MRT station and the boys went all the way back to haji lane cause they parked their bike there.Overall,it was awesome.
The next day,which was yesterday,i went to school for the KL trip briefing.Ohmygosh,im so excited.Ive gotten the checklist so now i just have to pack.But ofcourse,not now.Okay anyway,after the briefing, Aiyu,pam and me planned to go to penin cause aiyu needed to get skinnies.So Ai xin's mum offered us a ride to orchard since Ai xin needed to buy her shoe anyway.There,we got us some takoyaki. Thanks to Ai xin's mum.Then,mother and daughter went off. Three of us went to far east and alas,bought nothing but food. So yeah,now im divorced i think with souix.Its not finalised yet though. Got to think it through.And OHH!! dad came back from thailand for raya.It was such a suprise.Its sad that when he came back,i wasnt there to welcome him home.But mum was,so yeah.
I'm tired.Physically and emotionally.Why must you be such a pain in the ass?You really annoy me with all the words you speak.I just hate you for even existing in this sad sad world.But then again,Thankyou. Because without you,i wouldnt have things to talk about on my blog. Like now for example.You should be proud cause this post is all about you Mother fucker.I dont even know why im blogging about how much i hate you.
But anyway,go ahead and insult me.Fun aint it.You immature moron. fucking chibai.Go on and read this as much as you'd like.I'm making my blog private cause Fuckers like you dont deserve to read about how i'm living my life.You'd probably find things to say about it cause sadly theres nothing else you could do since you have no freakin life.Goodbye you dick.And oh,Get a life.I pity the people around you who you think likes you but dont.Life sucks dont it?
Ohmygod im so shagged.I got the shock of my life when i look into the mirror awhile ago.im a freakin panda bear now. Wee Wee.I cant believe how long i stayed awake.My goodness.
So yeah,met up with Nana Yau today at woodlands interchange. We're supposed to meet on the bus cause we kinda planned on getting on the same 161.But someone was cute enough to get on the bus too early.Afterwards met up with Emitau near her area and we bought stuffs for buka.Their buka. Not mine.i bought cheese.Like why wouldnt i?So then,we made our way to hid's.Made hid a twitter account!HAHAH. and signed up for the smsyo thingy whereby you can tweet from your phone(: Chilled till it was about 7 and we made our way to NYP with our picnic kit.and wow,that school is creepy at night.Not a single soul.Watched the match.Tweeting at the same time.When they were done,we had dinner with azu and friends.awkward please.Ohmygod,whatsup with my pleases?
Then when everythings done,we all went back to admiralty to chill nearhid's place.Had heart to heart conversations. It was nice. (:Then had to cab home.Then now i feel like a zombie cause of the lack of sleep.And furthermore,i have to upload the pictures on facebook.Ergghhh.
Random: I believe that lovers should be tied together, thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather. left there to drown, left there to drown in their arrogance.
Do you ever have this feeling where you have tons of things to say and you wanna let the world know how you are feeling,but when you're on the blogger page,you just stare at the blank screen not knowing what to write or how to express your feelings into words? I have that,all the time and it sucks how the green eyed monster comes out whenever i read the blogs of others.You know,when you feel like your words are never good enough.But then again,this aint no competition.
On an entirely different note,yes,i'm still up.Its getting harder to sleep just like a normal person would these few days.Maybe its cause of the break im having from school.The more chances for me not to wake up at all until its time to eat.It aint good,i know.Mum nags at me about this all the time.But i kinda like waking up to the darkness of the night and sitting all alone on the cushioned chair while the flashing lights from my computer hits my skin.And i'll be there all night thinking about the things that i didn't know happened when i was happily sleeping. I love it when the sun shines in through my half opened window and like the stir of a cold breeze in the morning,they give me this overwhelming feeling.But i guess i have to try.I cant keep on staying up till 10 am in the morning everyday.I dont want to be a panda bear!
Aside from that,i dont know if i should sleep now cause i'll be meeting
NanaYau and HidEmitau later.Going NYP for some soccer thing.I still
cant decide if sleeping's an option but i know that i'll stop blogging now.
To all my friends, thanks to you sending me chain letters, the following occurred:
* I stopped drinking Coca Cola after I found out that it's good for removing toilet stains.
* I stopped going to the movies for fear of sitting on a needle infected with AIDS.
* I smell like a dog since I stopped using deodorants because they cause cancer.
* I also stopped answering the phone for fear that they ask me to dial a stupid number and then I get a phone bill from hell with calls to Uganda, Turkey and Tokyo.
* I stopped consuming several foods for fear that the estrogens they contain may turn me into a lesbian.
* I also stopped eating chicken and hamburgers because they are nothing other than horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers that are bred in a lab so that places like McDonalds can sell their Big Macs.
* I also stopped drinking anything out of a can for fear that I will get sick from the rat feces and urine.
* I think I am turning into a lesbian because when I go to parties, I don't look at any guys no matter how hot he is, for fear that he will take my kidneys and leave me taking a nap in a bathtub full of ice.
* I also donated all my savings to the Amy Bruce account, a sick girl that was about to die in the hospital about 7,000 times. Funny that girl, she's been 7 since 1993.......
* I went bankrupt from bounced checks that I wrote expecting the $150,000 total that Microsoft and AOL were supposed to send me when I participated in their special e-mail program.
* But I am positive that all this is the cause of a stinking chain that I broke or forgot to follow and I got a curse from Satan himself.
If you didn't get it, this means: don't send me any more chain letters.
All sighs.
Thursday, September 10, 2009 at 8:02 PM
Its weird how i cant figure out why i teared up
listening to use somebody today.The
moment it played i just felt so miserable.
Kinda suprised me cause the song was on
repeat the whole night yesterday and i was
quite fine with it.Its not a depressing song either.
I dont know why,but i feel like a loner today somehow.
Today,i woke up a little too early for school.Exams starts at 1 but here i am.Up and blogging. I really have no idea what im gonna do during this 4 hours because i cant seem to get back to bed.Anyways,these past few days have been quite a bore.I stayed home during the weekends. Theres no school yesterday and again,i slept through the whole day. i woke up only when it was about time to break my fast.Seriously,my body clock is whack. Springs might come out from me soon.I can never sleep when other people go beddy bye land.Why is that?I hateInsomnias.
On a completely different note,I'm finally married to the one i love,Soiux.The wedding was held yesterday but she was officially mine when i was asleep.i woke up smiling cause my facebook status is : married to Aiyu Atrophy . and yes my love,I'm happy. weeeeeee ~ we will get our hamster babies soon.And dont worry,i'll pay for them since you had to pay on your first date with a douchebag.
and oh,im getting my friggin longboard today!thats if Leon brings it to school.
