i've missed you.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 at 10:56 PM
Droooooooool(:
McDonalds 
tak tahu mkn.*behind all these fake smiles,
i still am feeling down
and i cant seem to stop thinking
about it.i woke up
today thinking of you,and it sucks.
i dont want to.i
dont hate you.i just hate the
situation.the rain made
me feel even worse.my sunday
became a sadday.and
ure never there to comfort me
anymore.whatever it
is.im trying.im trying my best to
forget all this.i hope
your days are fine and filled with
smiles that shines
bright.just so u know,i'll never
forget you.and all the
things we've been through.*
Labels: i love you.
Friday, June 26, 2009 at 7:22 PM
its 7:22pm and guesss what i just woke up.
i feel so numb inside.
i dont know why im typing this but somehow
i feel like theres no one else i can turn to.its
the first time ever i feel so down.mum's
outside in the living room and im over here
trying to hush up on my crying.i feel so sad
today.i dont know whats making me hurt this
way.well maybe i do but im trying not to believe
that thats the reason for these tears.i cant
understand why.i hate this.but i dont hate you.
theres millions of things i would want to say to
you but i cant.i guess things just have to be the
way it is right now.its okay.i'll be hurt.but i'll be
okay if youre smiling away.i love you too much
to even care about my own feeelings right now.
now i cant find anything else to type out.maybe
i just have to rest my head.and stop thinking
of you.but thats so impossible.
Thursday, June 25, 2009 at 1:29 PM
ignore my face,i just woke up okayy
pfft.the internet connection's a dickface!
i hate it when theres some connection problems.
chhhhheeeebbbaaaaii!!! reminds me of bhaisinghcurl.
hahah.i miss you guys(:
sorry for making you guys wait longlong then after dat
tak dapat ape ape.(: thanks anw.
i love you.i love you.i love you.had fun with u ppl.
sedap tido pat rumah org tu.sejuk je.abey yang
lain buat benda2 merepek eh.power.(:
anw,ya i didnt make it to the next round of idol
but no biggie.its just something i wanted to try.
haha.judges say i was too
timid and not ready for the competition just yet.
yea,i agree.i am too timid(:but whatever it is,
im happy i even got thru
the first round.weehuu.k lah.wanna go off now.
genie ahh
slumber weekend + sleepless nights = ultimately heavy eyebags
Monday, June 22, 2009 at 5:08 AM
heyhey(: lookie..its 6:23am.hahah.
and not asleep yet.well.cant sleep with cuzzies here with me.
its been a great weekend i suppose.cuzzies stayed over.
lack of sleep i think.i kinda lost track of time.i dont
even remember what day feraz came over.was it saturday?
hmm.i think so.ya ya.she came to do her project.helped
her out.darn,missed the beach party at sentosa.
what a waste. :(
but still,it was fun.anw,2 more days.damn.hopefully
gonna be able to make it.scary shit.goodluck to me.
phoooo...seram.ken lim siol.okayokay.i really think i should
get some rest.
see you air breathe-rs
later(:
*and sorry if our cam whore session below might bore you.*
alala.step cute nyer!
siape nye gambar tu pat blakang?
till dawn
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 at 9:12 PM
heyhey.gosh.im so exhausted.
-
got home from pit at 8am just now.
-
slept for hours.but ytd was fun. (:
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had an awesome time
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with my classmates and some others.
-
feraz tagged along with me
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ytd for the pit.we cycled for a bit
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on the two seater bicycle.fell
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summore at this scary place at night.
-
my foot got stuck in the gear. -.-
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luckily nobody saw us fall.hahah.
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its hilarious.had to pay extra 5 bucks
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cuz we didnt give back the bike on time. :(
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at night ira came with azrie but
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feraz soon had to go home.
-
saw boyfriend.cute!!!
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afterwards ira had to go home.then
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left only a few ppl who ton-ed.
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lol-ed many a times.chilled by the seaside.
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with cold breezes!
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damn syiok.now i have many
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scary stories to share.thanks to razaaq.
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woohoo.k bye.
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red bella luna
how ironic.
